im backkkk! :) weather here is bright and sunny. i love.

28th jan 04.
flight was goooood. took the new singapore airline's aircraft. thumbs up i must say. somehow i missed my bro quite abit in the plane.. owell. reached bali and the airport was so awful. eww.

transport came and took us to hard rock hotel bali. which is damn near the airport.. and right smack in the center of kuta square. nice facilities, nice pool, nice people.

had lunch at some balinese place in kuta square.. food sucks. went shopping for awhile.. got myself a mooks pants.. its like surf wear heaven over there. mooks, stussy, roxy.. etc. they have everything there.

went back to the hotel after getting my pants.. swam at the hotel pool. rented a cabana.. nice pool they have over in hard rock. sand in it.. beautiful. warm water.. even better still. after the pool, went over to kuta beach which was just opposite our hotel. the place was bloody packed. and we had those people bugging us.. trying to sell us things and all. eww.

had dinner at some seafood place.. horrible food.

went back to the hotel and all of us. ( my sis, bro in law, mom and dad, cousin and i, PLUS TASHA ) went to hard rock. as in the club.. kinda nice. and tasha was dancing. imagine, 4 years old and she's clubbing. tsk.

29th jan 04.
sight seeing.. BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

dinner at legian.. the place where the bali bombing happened.. went to say a silent prayer.. its damn sad looking at the site. anyway, legian has MANY MANY nice shops to shop!! clubbing at hard rock again with everyone at night.. had a great dinner though. i like...

30th jan 04.
rafting in the morning!!!!! with my bro in law. the ride took us 4 hours in all. 2 hours each to and fro.. sheesh. but it certainly helped that this very good lookng guy was in the same van as us. aussie guy. hunk.

rafting was veryyyy fun. water was damn good. i likeee.

went back to kuta square after that and went for a manicure.. did some shopping. didnt buy much.. but i bought alottt of accersories.. plenty.

dinner was at kuta square.. and more shopping after that. and hard rock as usual. can you imagine.. for all 3 nights i was drinking housepours, shots etc.. haha.

and...... thats it.
31st jan 04. im back!

so its confirmed.. will be staying at hard rock hotel bali. flight is at 750am tomorrow morning.. flight on saturday is at 1pm..

travelling by singapore airlines.. thank god.

now now, how to survive without fag for 4 days? i will survive... yes i will.
oh yes, finally applied for auto roaming..

i wanna watch irreversible again. and peter pan too!! i need ta watch irreversible to get the full story.. and no, not for the rape scene.. and peter pan is sooooo nice! :) peter pan is so drop dead gorgeous.. so is wendy..

i do believe in angels, i do. i do.

i've yet to pack my things.

but i've decided that im only gonna pack my undergarments and thats all. so that i will have more reasons to buy new clothes to wear on the spot! will only probably bring 2 sets of clothes..

should be staying at the hard rock hotel.. heard its near the shopping areas! cant wait!! grins. and i hope i can get a nice tan..

i think i really need this break.

this reminds me, get my warehouse sweater and my shoes from substance once im back!! if they're still there, its meant for me.. if not.. well...

i think i have a fetish for shoes.
i think i have a fetish for you. since two years ago.

i think i'd better leave right now.
before i fall any deeper.

i think i'd better leave right now.
im feeling weaker and weaker.

somebody better show me out.
before i fall any deeper.

i think i'd better leave right now.

my suede shoes are wet!!!!!!!! GROWLS.. pissed. ugh! stupid rain.

owell.. it took me so much determination today not to wear my new adidas shoe. haha. owell.. anywayyyyyy. watched peter pan!!! its damn nice..

today is a day i bumped into many many people.. jolene, andrew, enlai.. etc etc.

i almost lost my gucci ring 3 times in 2 days...

i watched 4 movies in 4 days straight. too much already..

things are weird. i dont know what to say. im so sorry.

i bought a bag from warehouse today. SALE!!

last night's conference with cain, cat and edmund was errrr, very funny. righttttt.

i just woke up and kyra was so sweeeet. she came over to hug me and then gave me a peck on my cheeks. this coming from a girl who's only 14 months old. and im feeling so sad for her cos she has to be left in singapore while we all go to bali cos its too troublesome to bring her along.

gotta go down to town later.. not sure what's on... peterpan?.....

oh yes did i mention that stuck on you sucks. big time. its one of those veryyyy lame movies where the jokes are so lame you just spend the entire time rolling your eyes.

well i went to town to meet cain.. went to mambo.. ugh. shucks. forgot to take my mug back.. went to get the mambo berms for wendi..

i wanna get my gucci chain!!! soon soon... hrrm. and i wanna get this sista knit tube.. and i bought hair wax and hair clay today.

went down to wisma..... talked to desmond, joseph, pearly and zainul. everyone but the ass who backstabbed me. owell. whatever.. anyway f4 was realllllly cute today. very.

oh yes i bought another pair of shoe.. its adidas maryjanes!! black and white.. heh. from song and kelly.. its my 7th pair in 7 days. okay. its kinda extreme.. but im gonna stop. the maryjanes was a must-get because its an essential pair. can go well with many things.. its like basic. did i mention that ive got a new levis keychain? its pretttty. hehehe.

went to watch irreversible with edmund, cat, cain, amy, cj.. its a very disturbing movie.. its r(a).. also dont know how i got in.. haha. my second r(a) movie.. oh man.. the head smashing part.. and the rape part.. ugh. sick. very disturbing..

after which prata at spices.. and home. shared cab cos we're all so broke..

im sleepy. peterpan tomorrow and ktv. yay! :)

just woke up.. -yawn- realllllly tired. havent been getting enough sleep lately and yes, i missed church again today.

yesterday i went to town for about an hour.. and then jacob called me to tell me his mom cooked dinner for us. and it was bloody raining so i had to book a cab to come back to bukitpanjang..

dinner was great.. steamboat.. we all played monopoly........... and almost everyone cheated.. haha. i was the richest!!! without cheating..... hahaha.

okay. gotta go to town now. get my alterations done.. buy stuff...

i need to lose weight.
im fat.
i need to lose weight SOON.
im fat.
i need to lose weight QUICKLY.
im fat.
i need to lose weight NOW.
im fat.

you get the idea.
im fat fat fat

plus i will probably put on more weight after my trip in bali cos seafood there is like dirt cheap? and im probably gonna shop and tan all day long.. plus the fact im JOBLESS now so i cant stand and serve stupid mambo customers.. im just gonna stay at home and slack and wait till my bali trip before i start looking for another job.

i just found out that my flight on wednesday is like SEVEN IN THE MORNING. wth.

im in for another cut at toni and guy soon.. probably next week or something. i cant stand my hair now. my sis thinks its ugly. my mom hates it. but the rest of my relatives says its nice. but aiya.. just another trim and we shall see what happens. oh yes and i need a color job.. big time. its been 2 months since i last colored my hair. 2 freaking months. oh man. the black roots are showing.. gross!

they say this year is gonna be a bad year for those born in the year of the tiger.. and yes, thats me.

look at the time.. i just got home. bah.

lets see.. woke up early this morning at 11ish to get ready to go to sembawang.. yadayada.. then came back to my place.. 6th floor, my cousin's place.. all my mom's side relatives were there.. malay caterer was great.

went to town with melvin kor kor, met cat.. wai.. sean.. alvin.. edmund and desmond. watched last samurai. not exactly my cup of tea but i have to admit its a good movie..

oh yes i almost lost my phone. long story but thanks to a kind soul i got it back.

yay. flight on the 28th confirmed.. singapore airlines.. yay. cant wait to shop!! :)

angpows.. yay!

did this test.. try it here.

and the results are as shown..

You have a strong personality that likes to take risks if the rewards are worth it. You don't like being told what to do and prefer to take matters into your own hands.

Fashion is marketing vice that only the weak fall victim to. You like to rise above it all, dressing in a way that is your own unique style.

You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life. You are more comfortable talking about work than relationships.

Always searching for a bargain, you have many possessions. However, you tend to sell them immediately as soon as they go out of fashion.

Loves to talk to friends - keeps in close contact with friends. You are very outgoing and have no problem saying what you think.

You are a no-nonsense, practical person. You make sure that you are there when your friends need you, and like to solve their problems for them.

righttttt.

err. i dont feel gongxifacai-ish AT ALL. dreading it actually.. i only need the money baby. only the money. and now i sound so materialistic.

i just got home..

jacob and huang huang picked me up just now about 10plus.. and down we went to eastwest bar.. and after like twenty minutes there, i took a cab to pick cat up and off we went to holland..

it was so bloody quiet. in the end we decided on swensens and wai and edmund came down.. ate ice cream.. yada yada..

while we were walking down the stairs..... i slipped and had to be held by 2 male waiters.. and cat.. otherwise i would have fallen straight down the steps. its so bloody unglam i swear. not like before that i was glam.. but that was so.......... gosh!

im sleeeeepy. oh. 22nd jan...... birt, one year.

reality sank in. danny left. yes.

kids central this coming saturday. 1pm.

okay. no more work at mambo... hrrm. gonna miss it. and the people i knew at wisma..

i left the house today not wearing my gucci ring.. felt damn weird cos i've been wearing it since the start of this year. anyway... i went home to get it.. and missed my bus. shucks.

i bought a pair of levis 577 today. usual price was 139.5.. but i got it at about hundred bucks.. and i altered it so that its like pedal pusher kinda length? and yar.. i gave it to my mom.. see im being a nice daughter.

anyway today my sister called me to scold me about buying 6 pairs of shoes and yet another pair of jeans again.. and she said she may just cancel the bali trip. hope she doesnt.. i heard there is quite alot of things to buy in bali!!!

im feeling kinda sad. its like reunion dinner for everyone tonight and how many people am i having it with? 3. my parents and my eldest brother.. my sis is going to her in law's place this year.. and danny.. well....... ah. miss him. alottttt. those short little emails really mean alot to me.

ugh. tomorrow is gonna be a boring day....... dreading it. deciding what to wear now.. hrrm. go get the levis cd. the one they're giving away with every pair of 501s you buy.. its damn nice..

okay. the house phone just rang and i ALMOST went like.. "mambo.." thats how i USED to answer the phone.. haha..

well..... time to pack my room and my wardrobe.. and rearrange the room so that i could buy a shoe rack and put it somewhere..

okay. tomorrow is my last day at work.. i dont know whether to sigh or rejoice.. anyway gonna look for new jobs after i come back from my bali trip..

i bought another pair of shoes yesterday.. bought the converse high cut sneakers.. i like!! :) and its on sale! so i saved like 20%.. which is good.. wanted to get another pair.. but i think for now i should stop buying.. i mean since the year started, i bought like 10 pairs of shoes.. which is..... very scary. and i bought my levis 501 yesterday too! the 150th year thingy.. limited edition.. i know i should stop shopping.. but i've still got 3 pairs of jeans in reservation in levis.. and one more in blackjack.. and oh yes.. maharishi pants.. the new ones are coming in soon!!! goodness! and besides.. if i could get them cheaper than everyone else.. its saving money rite?

anyway..... gong xi fa cai? this year im gonna be at home on day one.. cos dad's side will be coming over.. and on the second day, my mom's side will gather at my cousin place.. which is just 6th floor.. haha. so im just gonna be confined in my block.. blah.

met cat for lunch today and samuel for dinner.. hrrm. what a boring life. i need to quit smoking.

im tendering in my resignation letter tomorrow.
i dont like to be blamed for things i didnt do. today i already told the fucker that im going in late at 430.. and then when the counter was empty.. its all my fault. fuckers. im so so so pissed i swear..

enough of shit from those malay gays. fuckers.

anyway i went in to work at 430 instead or 230 today because i needed to shop! and i bought 5 pairs of shoes from exodus today...... 1 nice tote bag from adidas original.. and 2 tops from mango.. i know the 5 pairs of shoes are a little extreme but they're like basics? yar.. have them in pink, green, black, silver and purple.

thank god for amy and cain.
well.. quitting is good. dont really care.. was thinking of working in levis or maxmara.. shall see.

i need to find a new job.. anyone has any job offers? $6 and above.. WITHOUT cpf ah. please tell me or something k?

now we cant even use staff purchase for new things.. this is shit. so dumb...

im craving for mocha ice blended now.. shucks. had lunch with joseph in fareast and then we saw a fight in leftfoot!! so scary.. anyway i got my pay cheque!!!!!!!! but i got it around 1.. so the bank was already closed.. shucks.

gonna get my pink dunks.. exodus shoes.. adidas maryjanes.. 3 pairs of levis jeans.. 1 levis top... my ozoc top.. etc etc...... and i will be left with none. good thing for hongbaos.. heh.

cant wait for the bali trip.. the past few days has been so hectic and all.. i really need that break away from everything.

i hate azan!!!!!!!!!!! BIG TIME. mother fucker he. ugh. hope his dick rots too just like his hand.. and he cant have anal sex ever with a guy again.

well.. i cut my hair.. its errr... very different. very geekish. haha. went to the new toni and guy at china square.. its reallllly nice. like it.. gonna go in for a color job there too sometime next month..

work totally sucked today.. its bev's last day.. gonna miss her. haha. met my sis for lunch today.... had fun.. miss those times when i was really young and my sis would bring me to chatterbox for chicken rice? lol.

im going to bali on the 28th jan till 31st jan!!!! yAYyyyy! :) cant wait.. really need that break away from everything..

watched cheaper by the dozen with cain just now. damn funnnnnny show. go watch it.. its a damn feel good movie.. and after the movie, we walked from cine allllll the way to rgs.. and shared a merc cab home.. haha. dumbb.

today was the worst day in the entire week.. but also..... it was quite a good day cos..... hahahhaa. okay. he's not my cup of tea.. but he's cute.. besides he's got damn nice eyes.

i should be getting my pay tomorrow!!!! reserved one more top from ozoc and two tops from levis today! haha.. this should stop.. anywayyyy. just got home.. and im a happppy girl today.

worked from 9am till 940pm today.. so freaking tiring.. lucky i had amy with me.. also samuel came down during hss lunch break.. haha..

okay.. for 2 days in a row... i was asked the exact same question.. "eh your ear-rings/necklace from perlinis rite? veryy nice.."............. its a tiffany & co. perlinis is the fake one can... ugh. not gonna wear all my tiffany stuff anymore. so many fakes around..

steffi and bran came down!! :) and they bought things.. haha.. and after work.. stef, bran, cain and i went to eat at kai kushi.. service sucks. big time.. saw catherine!! haha.. and i got the comme des garcons wallet from her!!! yayyyy. thankssss. :) like it alotttt. now what am i to do with my new purple mambo wallet?

okay. bran and cain were bullying me big time today...... fine. hrmfff.

should i get the beige type one jeans?

just got home... and i didnt shop at all today!!!!!!!!!! amazing. maybe also cos im super broke..

amy isnt gonna work with me anymore.. she's getting transfered back to heeren cos they need girls there.. and im stuck in wisma.. but im okay with it cos im having 'fun.'..... rightttttt. hahahhaa. :)

went over to wisma.. i think im nuts. go there on my off day.. anyway..... reserved a pair of jeans! its the limited edition 501!!!!! damn nice.. its 150 but im getting it at 90.. haha. yAY!! so now i've 4 reservations at levis... 1 pair of 501s reborn.. 2 pairs of type one.. its the same one that i have.. but one is in beige and the other is the faded one.. and a levis bag.. and i cant believe i actually reserved a brown ( WITH WHITE POLKA DOTS ) spag top from billabong today..... haha.

and im thinking of getting the tods white shoe.. but its freaking 625!! was thinking of the 'imitation' one at taka.. which is about 235.. 400 bucks cheaper..

and....... once i get my pay i will go get my jill stuart specs.. still deciding between red or pink.. and also my exodus shoes!! maybe getting them in all 3 colors..

okay. i need to stop shopping...... really.

maybe i should use my clinque happy more often cos i was realllllly happy at the end of today. like realllllly. yupp. :) i love my new hand made levis wallet.. alot. :) haha. and the bite on my hand today was really uncalled for but its so cuteeee!! hahah. and no, im not together with him. and no we're not compatible.. can you stop saying that cos its very irritating sometimes?

i need to color my hair again!!! black roots are showing...... so ugly!!!

got an appointment for a cut at toni and guy on friday MORNING.... wahlao. and a color job there too soon..

did i mention that i reserved a pair of jeans at blackjack hilton and they sold it the other day?!!!!............ actually im not very pissed... a little relieved i guess.. cos it means that im actually saving $399.... okay. thats the price before staff discount.... haha.

gonna work for awhile tomorrow. maybe 3 hours or so.... haha. sometimes i find myself so... caught up with work i find myself losing everything else.

im so angry!!!!! last friday (or was it saturday??) amy and i were working together.. and it was so bloooody packed.. and this stupid group of lesbians started asking stupid questions like "since this is the last piece, got discount?" PLEASE LA.... CLUB21 CAN. THINK NTUC IS IT.......... and they were so irritating.. somemore we were so busy..... so amy and i were damn pissed. and they took down our names.. called club21's head office.. and today albert called.. sheesh. not that im against lesbians.. but the stupid butches that day were so fucking irritating. AND STUPID. ugh.. anyway dont really give a damn..

today i was working afternoon shift.. and samuel was so nice to come down and accompany me.. haha. and we didnt hit sales target today...... bah. dont really care.. anyway not my counter..

tomorrow's my off day............ but i wanna work tomorrow....!!!!!!!!!! haha. okay. but its a dumb reason..... haha. i love my new wallet. ive got two wallets now... one ORIGINAL ( no one else has it!! haha.. ) levis one.. and one mambo one.. ( only two in singapore! hahahaha. ) im talking rubbish... anyway im waiting for my comme des garcon purse!!! :) yayy. soon soon.. club21 men wont be bringing it in.. so cat is bringing it from hongkong for me! yayy. so no one in singapore will be able to get it from club 21 men... yay! hahaha..

i bought 5 jacket/sweater/pullover in the past 13 days......... i think its damn extreme cos its SINGAPORE and its HOT HOT HOT.............

i've got a bang and olufsen phone in my room!! yayyy. finallllllly. my dream home phone.. yay!

life is looking gooooood.

i should stop reserving things. and stop buying things.

im so tired!! i went in to work at 130 when i was supposed to go in at 230... but its okay cos.... :) hahahahha.

work was SO busy today. and amy and i will soon get calls from club21's head office cos some bloody old butch customer asked for our name cos we were damn rude. i mean they were fucking irritating........ SALES item still want to reserve.. ask whether can change if wrong size.. blahblah.. irritating. dont really give a damn cos we werent in the wrong. it was so busy and the stupid butch was being irritating.

and stupid cain just had to say something to jo to make him think otherwise......................... anyway today amy and i were veryyyy happy. until the stupid butch had to spoil our mood....idiot.

haha. anyway church tomorrow. then work till 1030.... ughh..

well well.. it has been some time yea? lets see.. danny left singapore. yar. i cried on the 23rd, 24th and on the 25th of december.. super funny cos on the 23rd and the 24th, i thought it was my last time seeing him so i will cry whenever we're leaving.. but then on the 25th, reality sank in.. and yar. well.. he's in newyork now. miss him alot.. well.. at least he smsed me on my bday! im trying VERY VERY hard to save money for my hongkong/newyork trip in june.. ( BUT ITS NOT WORKING!!!!! )

oh yes and thanks for the birthday greetings.. was surprised by afew.. didnt know you all remembered. heh. well.. my birthday gift from club 21 is......... my paycheque thats given to me just in time on the 30th.. so that i could shop on the 31st! haha. and well.. its the 8th of jan today and i'm officially broke. actually i was officially broke since 2nd jan.. bought 5 new pairs of shoes/slippers.. 3 new bags ( one is from kids21.. its so cute i swear!! ) afew bottoms.. afew tops.. gucci ring and necklace.. blahblahhh. basically things that i WANTED and not things i NEEDED. ugh. but owell.. thank goodness for staff discounts everywhere.

and there are so many things i wanna get!! almost all of them are ALMOST mine.. meaning i've reserved them in their respective shops..
-jill stuart specs $250
-black faded jeans from blackjack $399
-comme des garcon pouches $262
-levis jeans $200+
-adidas mary janes in black and white $200
-many many tops................................

okay. i know i MUST stop spending.. i mean spending $1200+ in 2 days is a little scary right?

and yes..... i dont think i've changed much. okay. maybe more mature? (HA!) and no im not becoming more indian-ish. its only the bangles.. and i like the cling cling sound.

oh yes did i mention about irritating customers? im so irritated sometimes i will just give those irritating people attitude. i mean excuse me? its a sale........ dont ask for too much. its a sale so you get club21's sale bag.. like duh? and no the stuff we sell isnt fake. and yes.. size 8 is the smallest.. and no, our men's shirts do not come in TRIPLE XL. and yes its a sale thats why the things are on sale. DUH! and no the items sold arent defected goods. SHEESH!

okay. enough of ranting. oh yes im working at mambo wisma now.. at least i have amy there with me. :) and yes the eye candy in the orange shirt is a bonus.